Yes, I know, it's been awhile!

The only benefit of my last job was that I was on the computer all.the.time. so writing my blogs were a lot easier!

I  miss writing on here.

So, if I even still have readers, I am sorry I was gone!

I'll try to write more often!

Forgive me??

....

I heard "yes" so let's keeping going!

The last couple of days have kicked my ass.

Nothing specific happened.

Ever have one of those days where it just seems like every issue you have going on all comes up on the same day in one way or another???

At some point yesterday (maybe after a few cocktails....) I got overwhelmed and dumped ALL my problems on my bestie!

Stacy I love you!

The best thing about venting to Stacy is she gives tough love! So today I woke up motivated and said "F*** you" to my issues and didn't dwell on them. The problems I can control-I will work on. The problems I have no control over-I have to stop worrying and just hope things turn out ok.

In other news, I  have one of my best friends in town and I'm going out with him tonight and some friends!

Work is going well....so well I decided to work six days a week for awhile since we're short-handed right now! I may regret this when I yearn for a day to sleep in but for now I need the money!!

My birthday weekend in Austin is coming up! I can't stress enough how much I need a weekend to just do anything and be carefree!! And I can NOT wait to be back in Austin! I miss it so much!

I've been working out like crazy lately to get back in shape and I'm thinking about posting before and after pictures on here. I think I'm crazy for wanting to do this. But I want to be a little vain and show you all my progress! Haha...

I'm not really vain btw!

If anything I would have to be inebriated to actually hit the publish button on that post.

Anyway I have to see if my professional airbrusher will be available to edit my pictures anyway :)

Alright guys after doing 525 crunches (yes you read that correctly, I am crazy serious about getting back in shape) and the rest of my workout I need to shower!

Have a happy Tuesday!

SIGH

I

am

 in

a

funk.

This funk consist of me feeling lonely mostly and having too many thoughts in my head.

My rents are out of town and because I've been working weekends I haven't really gone out and seen mis amigos so it's been me and Lucy.

I got to spend some time with my sister and it was really good.

But, now,  I am back in a funk..

Work is really good but I feel like that's all I have going for me right now.

I am kicking ass at my goals for the month though!

(Beating everyone in the store on deposits, what what!)

Why is it when one area of your life is good another area starts having issues??

Honestly this is starting to annoy me!

For three years it's always been something and I think that I've handle everything the world has thrown my way extremely well. I am a stronger person than I even knew I was but now I would like to be careful and happy.

Completely happy.

(Don't get me wrong, I am happy just not all the way, all the time)

It's always either family, or boys, or friends, or work, or something!

This post is brought to you by my funk...

I'm not this pessimisstic all the time.

I swear!

Ask my friends!

So until the funk passes I will relish it.

Not really though.

Please give me tips/reasons/jokes/aka anythinggg to get me out of this funkalicious mood!

K thanks lovelies!

On a happy note and I am sure she will love me for giving her a shout out in such a 'fun' post but

Audrey aka GN Lover

I heart you!

and you are the bomb.com!

:))))